It’s Always Been About Discrimination for LGBT People

As a gay person, I grew up knowing I was different. Hearing other kids call anyone who deviated from traditional gender expectations a “fag.” Getting called a “lesbo” at age 11. I hadn’t come out to anyone and didn’t even really understand what it meant, but I knew it was an insult.

At an early age, we learn that it’s at best different to be LGBT. And many of us are taught that this difference is bad — shameful, deviant, disgusting. We might try to hide it. We might wish it away. We learn that even if our family accepts us, there are some relatives who might not; we get asked to hide who we are so as not to make them uncomfortable.

This teaches shame.

We hear about LGBT people who have been physically attacked or even killed for being who they are.

This teaches fear.

While I know I grew up with privilege, and others have stories far worse than mine, I also believe that countless other LGBT people could tell stories like this — not the same, but all rooted in a legacy that made us feel ashamed of who we are. And yet I, like many of us, also learned pride and hope and found a community that loves me and makes me feel welcome.

Those experiences are part of why I care so much about the Masterpiece Cakeshop case. A decision in support of the bakery would open the door to sweeping discrimination. What’s at stake isn’t just whether we have the freedom to go about our daily lives and purchase the same things that others are able to buy. That’s part of it, but it’s not the whole picture.

We never leave those initial experiences of shame and discrimination behind completely. Our sexual orientation may or may not be readily visible to others. How we dress or how we act might identify us as gay but it might not, and it won’t in all circumstances.

Even with a girlfriend — even holding hands — people don’t always see a couple. I have to decide whether to come out or hide again and again — at the doctor’s office, at my child’s school, when talking about weekend plans with colleagues — because people usually assume heterosexuality. Gay people think about when to hold hands or kiss goodbye in public. Sometimes, it will be a matter of safety. The fact that straight couples don’t have to think about these questions is a reminder of difference. And every time I do come out, some part of me still wonders whether, in this moment, I’ll find that my community has grown larger or if I’ll face rejection — or worse.

The Colorado law that’s being challenged by the bakery in the Masterpiece Cakeshop case says that businesses that open their doors to the public can’t discriminate based on race, religion, sex, disability, gender identity, or sexual orientation. Laws like Colorado’s aim to make sure that when we walk through the doors of a store or hotel, we all have the same freedom to buy a cake, eat a meal, or rent a room. They say to LGBT people, “you matter, and you shouldn’t be mistreated because you are gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgender.”

This case isn’t about the cake. It’s about a legacy of discrimination and devaluation and a rejection of our shared humanity.

Through laws like Colorado’s, we start to trust those assurances and feel more confident living our lives. But when a business owner says, “No, we won’t serve you because you’re gay,” all that humiliation resurfaces.

That’s why it’s inappropriate to tell us — as the bakery and the federal government do in this case — to just go to a different bakery. This isn’t just about the services. It’s about the harm that being turned away causes. It’s about how shame and fear prevent us from fully feeling safe and participating in public life. It’s about the pain of our children seeing us, and them, rejected, or the pain of our parents watching, unable to protect us. And it doesn’t matter if it’s just one store. Because once we are refused, every time we approach the door of a store, we wonder how we will be treated and are more likely to hide who we are. That comes at a steep cost.

The bakery is arguing to the Supreme Court justices that the Constitution protects their right to refuse to serve gay people, to tell people like me, like Dave and Charlie, and countless others that they object to our relationships and therefore refuse to serve us. But this case isn’t about the cake. It’s about a legacy of discrimination and devaluation and a rejection of our shared humanity.

And yet it’s also a case about hope, promise, and love. The hope that the court will recognize that all of us are worthy of respect and fair treatment. The promise that LGBT young people won’t live in fear and embarrassment as I did. And a mother’s unwavering love for her son and his fiancé, showing us why discrimination has no place in our Constitution.

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Anonymous

I'm gay, but I don't agree with this reasoning. It's an emotional argument. (Small) Business owners should have the right to refuse business to any client for any reason. You have not advanced an appropriate argument for why someone else is entitled to the Baker's labor. Freedom means that people should be allowed to work for who they want or don't want to. Hospitals, pharmacies, even gas stations I can see an argument for having rules against refusal for service. I do NOT see this argument making any sense in other areas of the economy. As a gay person I am puzzled about how this is discrimination against us.

Ed Haines

I tend to agree with you since a business is a private property (although our Supreme Court seems to believe businesses are persons). However, if a business plans to discriminate, it should post that policy prominently and probably also in its advertisements. If not so posted, the business should not be allowed to discriminate. When I am without shoes, I do not enter a business stating shoes are required. Although cis gendered, I would avoid ever placing my funds in the hands of those discriminating against my gay friends (or Muslims, Bis, Trans, persons of color or any other such discrimination)

Wombat

You are great. If all gay people are like you, this world will be a lot better.

Anonymous

I’m not sure if blacks felt the same way back in the day.

Anonymous

"This case isn’t about the cake. It’s about a legacy of discrimination and devaluation and a rejection of our shared humanity."

Sounds like you "jumped the shark" with this whole liberty thing. The thing is, you are completely missing the rights of the baker. I wish other gay people like me would stand up for his/her rights. I dont think anybody should be forced to labor an individual they don't want to.

There was a gay person that kicked a bunch of Christians out of his coffee shop last week. NOBODY cared about their rights. This isn't about protecting gay people. You are using me and our community to advance some sort of anti-christian agenda and it's pathetic.

Anonymous

Should companies and businesses have the right to discriminate against people of color provided their religion earnestly opposes it?

Jim Crowe laws existed, businesses turned away people of color from their businesses, many citing religious oppositions. Without a strongly held religious belief should the baker still be allowed to not allow people of color from purchasing cakes from them?

Sexuality, like race is a inherent characteristic of a person. If you argue that individuals have the right to refuse service based on religious conviction for sexuality, you have to also argue that its fine to discriminate against race in the public sphere.

Anonymous

They kicked the Christians out of their coffee shop because they were handing out pamphlets and bothering other customers, or because they were Christians. I would kick anyone out of my business if they were soliciting in my business without prior approval, not matter who they were.

Marc

If I had my druthers, the baker should be able to cite in the bible how it is trampling their religious freedoms specific to their case, then have a member of clergy confirm it and sign an affidavit saying that it is against that particular religion. Then they need to prove that their entire existence is bereft of anything that goes against said religious text. i.e.: If they eat shrimp, do anything but go to church on Sunday, or have illegally downloaded anything, et al, otherwise it gets thrown out.

Dari L

Thanks for writing this, Rose. I am proud to know you, and I stand with you!

Anonymous

Denver has many bakers who would have unhesitatingly supplied the cake they desired. It was not necessary for Craig’s and Mullins’ satisfaction as consumers to submit Phillips to government coercion. Evidently, however, it was necessary for their satisfaction as asserters of their rights as a same-sex couple. Phillips’ obedience to his religious convictions neither expressed hatred toward them nor injured them nor seriously inconvenienced them. Maybe it is possible the bullied have now become the bully.

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